Did someone of yall watch Odysseus? Recently watched it and wow, my ears were falling out, so damn loud haha. But overall I liked the film, especially the end fight was very smoothly choreographed. Was a little confused about the lady on that island? not saying more, just couldn’t understood how she claimed the crew treated her bad. Seemed relatively respectful actually. Saw also the Ai generated trailer. Was interesting to see what technology is capable of, but I think it still far away from actually replacing a full movie crew. Idk. everything seemed kinda lifeless to be. But that’s just some thoughts of mine…
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Longing for boring tasks
Do you know the feeling, when you are just longing for boring tasks and you kinda feel burned out creatively?
God’s Hotline
Status: Finished ✅
Contents
The Track
God’s Hotline is the opening track of the mixtape Some Thoughts of Mine. The song explores the loss of one’s inner child under the pressures of adulthood. It also reflects the feeling that there are never enough hours in the day to fully pursue all of one’s passions.
Production
The beat was originally created for an other rapper in the summer of 25, I was secretly happy tho. Because I really liked the direction the beat was heading. Listeners which are active in the HipHop-scene might recognize the main sample: It’s the same sample Travis Scott used in his song Hell of a Night. And yes you are right. I used this song as an direct inspiration, I felt connected to the song because I remember how I would study for hours on end in the uni-bib. Especially after listening to the instrumental version I fell into some kind of trance/flow.
- Produced by TentaBond
- Rap by TentaBond
Samples Used
The original beat only consisted of the Fleet Foxes sample along with a drum loop, a piano melody and the bass. After crafting this rough beat I researched other works of Fleet Foxes and I found several dope songs such as White Winter Hymnal, which had a very cool Music Video. After looking at the distinct stop motion style of this video, it could be plausible that my subconscious used this as an another inspiration for my Grain of Time Music Video.
Man what should I tell you about Laura Mvula. I think Father Father was found on the sampling platform Samplette. And I thought I could flip the meaning to like the holy father. I think i listened to several additional song of her until I landed on Sing to the moon. And I was like holly, no way that’s the sample of XXXTentacion’s Vice City God damn, I gotta use this one haha. Definitely check Laura out if you hadn’t talented af.
Lyrics
Cloudless night, clear sky,
walking on the empty fields,
muffled sounds of civilisation
ringing in my ears,
Inner peace and solitude
filling my body
reminisance of what was
and what will be
The moon breaking through the night
guiding me with his light
the way to go the way in front of me
is all clear on sight
Yeah it seems like my head finally stopped to fight
Got it together and made a truce for at least this night
And I’m not even that religious
but my mind is wandering
and I keep wondering
Is god on the hotline?
can you solve this problem of mine?
I need to get back on my grind
but got so many things on my mind
so many different projects different ideas
not enough time
I really need to focus to create something that’s truelly mine
my life is just too short to stand on the sideline
In the distance a deer is presented by the moonshine
standing still as to enjoying the headlight,
Soon it’s going to start it’s show
The cicadas begin to applaud and fill the crowd
Moon’s glory reflecting in the deers eyes
You may never know what lays behind it’s black pupils
Freedom that that will never be reached with any pills
static like a still,
it’s like a master in this skill
As I closed distance to spectate the magical show
See fear sparkling in it’s eyes
tried to stay low
but it was too late
panic took control
the show was cancelled
the dear fled
Father are you there?
Do you got some time to spare?
Scared my inner child
made it run away
Can you help me find the way he went?
spent to much time worrying
forgot who I was, Who I am
I know he is still there
hiding
wanting to get back, I know he can
As I continued my journey through the dusky night
curious what I may find
the sun sents it’s bright shine
which gives the world a new touch
that seems so divine
Some Thoughts of Mine
Status: In Progress⚙️
Contents
Overview
Some Thoughts of Mine is my first rap mixtape. It was originally planned to be released as one big project around April/May, but I seriously miscalculated, haha. So I came up with the idea of releasing each track as soon as it was finished. That way, I could gradually build momentum instead of relying on one big release.
Some of my very first steps into the rap world actually made it onto this project. For example, Mother’s Song was almost completely written during a train ride to visit my grandma in the summer of 2025.
One fun fact: I’m a bit of a tryhard. Some of my songs have more than 1,000 vocal takes, and even after listening back countless times, I still find new ways I could improve them. I guess that’s a sign that my ear is getting better?
Another fun fact: I wanted to create completely fresh beats for this project instead of using existing ones—whether made by me or someone else. The only exception is Chain of Thought, for which I used an older beat that I had previously uploaded as part of my A Sample of Summer Beattape beat tape.
The last fun fact?! The album cover happened completely by accident. During the shoot for the Grain of Time music video, I needed a place to put my figurines when they weren’t being used, so I placed them on a sheet of paper. And voilà—there was my album cover.
Tracklist
- God’s Hotline
- Dreams
- TBD
- Grain of Time
- Chain of Thought
- Mother’s Song
- TBD
- Lost
- TBD
Listen to the whole mixtape here:
Production
This mixtape is built around samples as its foundation. I was heavily influenced by Yeezus by Ye, Hell of a Night by Travis Scott, and, of course, Ye’s soul sample beats. Other influences include Kid Cudi, Aphex Twin, Daft Punk, and Kendrick Lamar. Production for this mixtape is still ongoing, with the first beats having been made around the summer of 2025.
The production and all rap vocals were done entirely by me, TentaBond.
Produced by TentaBond
Rap by TentaBond
Created my first wiki page hihi
So I decided to rethink the way of presenting my content. I thought about making this experience more like an wiki. With additional background information, lyrics and pictures. So it may take lot of time but I actually had fun creating this first wiki post for Grain of Time. Check it out!
Grain of Time
Status: Finished ✅
Contents
The Track
Grain of Time is the first released song of the Mixtape Some Thoughts of Mine. One fun or not so fun fact: During the recording of this song one or the other tear found it’s way flowing down my cheek. That’s due the fact, that I often have the feeling that I long for and dream of past events, wishing them back only to realize that they will never return. Guess I’m a nostalgic person but yeah I need to get over it.
Production
In the original sample the piano melody was fully panned to the left. So I decided to double it and make the other track go right. So the result was a stereo sample 🙂 Overall the beat is relatively simple for the most part: A piano sample along with an drum loop. In the later section I decided to add more and more additional melodies. I mainly used string and horn instruments for this, I wanted to lead the listener to an emotional finale, that concluded with an different part of the sample, this time with voice lines in japanese, which encapuslate the meaning of this song.
- Produced by Trash Music
- Rap by TentaBond
Samples Used
I used the first seconds for the piano loop, at around 10 seconds the vocal sample of the outro section starts. It’s a beautiful song listen to it!
Music Video
At the time of writing this article, I’m not 100% sure where the idea for making a video like this came from.
During production, the idea of creating a fully painted video started to grow, but I quickly realized that it would have been way too much work. Maybe someday you’ll see a fully hand-painted video from me. 🙂
To keep the spirit of something handcrafted, I decided to split the video into two layers:
- The first layer is the lyric section, where I originally had the idea of animating the writing of every single letter. However, after some tests, I realized that this was too ambitious. I liked the idea, though, and implemented it in the intro section. For the rest of the song, I used a more efficient approach by just taking a picture of every word that appears in the song and synchronizing it.
- On top of this layer I added the actual animations. I cut out paper figures and moved them on a professional greenscreen haha. All jokes aside, it was just a peace of green paper :). Later I removed the greenscreen via the free application DaVinci and put this layer on top of the lyric layer. For the lighting I used my desk lamp with Crêpe paper wrapped around it, which gave the scene a more natural balanced light. And yeah for the capturing of the fotos I used my smartphone, which was put on a stand build out of Lego Bricks.


At the beginning of the video creation process, I aimed to perfect every little detail, such as moving each body part only when it realistically should.
But I quickly ditched that idea because it was impossible. Instead, the result was that in every frame (6 per second), every movable part of a figure would move. For example, if I tried to move only an arm, the head would also move because the arm is connected to the torso, and the torso is connected to the head.
The result reminded me of a Series televised in Germany called Krawinkel und Eckstein. I actually liked the effect because it made the whole scene feel more alive.


One big point I wanted to prove with this project was that you don’t need a big production crew or a huge budget to create something worthwhile.
I spent $0 on this project—which is actually only half true, since I had to buy a new pen. So technically, it cost me about $1.
What I mean is that if you look around, you already have everything in your environment that you could use for a dope project. It’s a mantra I also followed while making my music video for “Chain of Thought.“

After a long day of running around the set, the figures decided to rest in this magical-looking box.
Lyrics
Sands falling in God’s hourglass
not slowly but pretty fast
It may be a dessert
but it has it’s limits to it
It passes before you even knew it
Grain after Grain
Hour after Hour
Day after Day
Year after Year
dropping in a perpetual cycle
nothing gets recycled
Playing outside with your friends
not realizing someday gonna be the last
looking through a blurred nostalgic lense
wishing that time back
why did it pass so fast?
It’s over, moreover
your clock is getting older and older
so be wise invest it in yourself, or other people
so your memories gonna be timeless like the beatles
And that made me think…
Sands falling in God’s hourglass
not slowly but pretty fast
It may be a dessert
but it has it’s limits to it
It passes before you even knew it
Everyone you know will be gone,
blink twice and they are vanished,
So please listen to this somber song
Man another year already passed dammit
It falls, falls and falls,
trickling down until no grain is left,
It’s the only thing you really own
So don’t let it be a victim of theft
You can’t compete
You need to lead with a better example,
Ah by the way, what’s your opinion this piano sample?
timeless I would say
No fight to win, my biggest sin
wasted too much time
should be held accountable for my crime
the price is higher than the heftiest fine
please listen to the next lines
Sands falling in God’s hourglass
not slowly but pretty fast
It may be a desert
but it has it’s limits to it
It passes before you even knew it
Sitting in a cinema watching old memories
blurs the right and the now
but be sure to leave after and don’t freeze
or the film is gonna loop over and over, wow
It’s time to create a new type of movie
something real groovy
something unexpected, never seen before
different to the core, something before rejected,
something that you want to see more of,
something that you love
春のこもれ陽の中で
君のやさしさに
うもれていたぼくは
弱虫だったんだヨネ
Website Update
Also was doing some website improvements, that although seem miniscoule took a long duration. But I think it will definitely be worth it, as they will improve the overall look and feel of this place, so stay excited 🙂
Any Movie or Series recomendations?
I’m currently doing a detox from everything concerning digital entertainment. Including film and series, but when I get through this do you have Movies or Series I should watch?
Dreams and Mixtape Cover + Name
Hello I hope this blogpost finds you well. I uploaded my new song “Dreams” yesterday. Check it out if you haven’t already. I had real fun doing this song as I think it is kinda hype but also funny. You know with the vampire voice at the beginning, combining a serious subject matter like looking back at your life and then coming to realization you didn’t follow your dream with some fun. Anyway I decided to publish the name of my upcoming Mixtape aswell. It is *insert drumroll* Some Thoughts of Mine… I guess the title is kinda self explanatory. The image you can see on the song will also be the Album Cover:

You might recognize the figures from the Grain Of Time Music Video. I actually came up with the cover idea during the making of this video and it kinda happened naturally. I decided to organize the figures on a paper to not loose track which body part belongs to which charakter. And suddenly it looked like an cool cover. Rearanged it to give some more meaning and TADA!